Statistical Odds of a Miracle

“What are the statistical odds required for it to be considered a ‘miracle’ performed by Me?” – an odd conversation between the Father and me circa two years ago? I don’t even know.

What, oh, what would prompt this conversation you say?

The statistical odds of getting clean and staying clean from methamphetamine for life are less than 5%.

You heard me.

FIVE PERCENT.

What a disheartening day. Two months sober with increasing cravings every single day. Then I “randomly” find this article (I was absolutely looking up questions about meth because I was going crazy). 5%?

“I quit” I said in my head. A sad joke. About quitting quitting.

Here I was going crazy surely to relapse (I absolutely did) and crying out. My SOUL couldn’t possibly ever find peace again.

And this is what He interrupted my thoughts and said:

“What are the statistical odds required for it to be considered a ‘miracle’ performed by Me?”

For those of you who have never slipped into addiction, I challenge you to never eat sugar again. Ever.

I’ll wait.

See, what addiction does is take away your ability to make a choice. If you’ve never been an addict you wouldn’t know that. How could you? So I’ll tell you.

It is one of the most evil demonic spirits I’ve ever wrestled with. And I would lose and I would lose and I would lose BUT JESUS NEVER LOST SIGHT OF ME.

I would later go on to commit suicide. To be REVIVED BY JESUS HIMSELF. Pray and ASK HIM if this isn’t the TRUEST THING I’VE EVER SAID TO YOU.

WHY?

Because I had no one. People were either already out of my life or had found a way to exit while I was screaming for help. No one checked on me. No one did anything but beat me down, tear me down, tell me how I was “the chaos in the problems I create”.

A professing Christian said that to me.

Let me tell you something.

This is what MY FATHER DID.

1. He RAISED ME TO LIFE. Literally. <- can anyone even quote me a statistic on that? Exactly.

2. HE RESCUED ME FROM ADDICTION. 100% set me free. I was handed a pipe after an encounter with God and…it was like I had never done it. He gave me my sober back. <- getting off meth – LESS THAN 5%; getting your sober back? – IMPOSSIBILITY

3. He delivered me from THOUSANDS OF DEMONS AND INTEGRATED 952 SPLIT PERSONALITIES in 4 months. This process takes upwards of TEN YEARS if it is EVER achieved by someone with DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER. <- ODDS ARE NEVER. I win all the trauma trophies. These are not small chains that He breaks!

You don’t get it, and of course you don’t. Church the devil is coming at you with something you’d never even believe is a weapon that can be formed against you. That whole strong delusion even the very elect may be deceived thing? WE ARE IN THE END TIMES!

I AM A LITERAL LIVING MIRACLE WITNESS AND TESTIMONY OF THE RISEN CHRIST.

“What are the statistical odds required for it to be considered a ‘miracle’ performed by Me?”

ANSWER: It’s gotta be impossible SO IMPOSSIBLE that even the Church will struggle to believe me when I tell them Your stories Father!

So impossible I will have to overcome the fear of telling them what You tell me to tell them and of what You’ve been doing in me.

But now it is time.

When I tell you The King OUR JESUS THE GLORIOUS CHRIST is ALIVE I mean I HAVE TASTED AND SEEN HE IS A GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOD!

So whatever you’re going through, however lost you think you are, however unfathomable you think this post is…JUST WAIT…I HAVE STORIES I HAVENT DARED YET SAY…

HE IS THE GOD OF THE IMPOSSIBLE.

Just let the cry of your heart reach out to HIM. He isn’t lost. He knows Who He is.

And He is forever the God of saving the lost from the most impossible circumstance.

Church. Where’s your faith at? The King is Returning Soon. Sooner than soon. Even now this very Hour He is drawing nearer than He was at Noon. Where will He find you? Do you have oil? Are you ready? Do YOU KNOW THE CHRIST? Is He reigning in you and all your members? The unity of WHOSE FAITH EXACTLY?

CHRIST’S. #authorandfinisher #alphaandomega

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